Randomness of the day: I know when im not in the best of mood... when i do 850 pushups a day..... I am forgotten.... Sometimes, the most honest person is a stranger....
When I try to pick myself up from a fall in my life, i always get startled by my parents, esp my father... his brainless and rude remark. 'You'll never find a friend with an attitude like yours. cold-hearted, heartless' He nv think thru his mind when he says stuff and he only says such stuff when he gets corrected embarrassingly by me for havin an 'I know everything' attitude, when he knows no shat... He's quite a failure..... But because the stuff he pours has such an piercing effect (though it was without a base), it makes me re-evaluate where i stand in life... Am i realli the person he thinks i am? Ending friendships relentlessly, correcting ppl excessively, removing errors cold-heartedly? Wadever he said contains negative undertone... and when i say this, im not saying wadever i do is 100% right... I know what i want.... I am to a certain extent, a resolute person.... I don think a friend would label another friend purposefully, backstab another friend or be in any pretentious act.. I don refer them as friend... I call them 'People who needs serious help with moral values.' It shows how little respect that person have for himself (neither should he be expecting another friend to have respect for him). Ppl might start tongue wagging.. like 'so is steven trying to say he has nv done any of those acts?' Well lets say this... I try not to.. ppl do err. But to a great extent, i try to stray away from those act, and in many cases, i give my frens no reason to be doubtful of the bond between us... but always and too many times, i get disappointed.... Will i find true friend? (and yes rach and grace, i am answering to ur questions on the cab at last... there is no best friend... only friend.....) I will just keep searching...
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