Tuesday, August 30, 2005
WAD E HELL!! THE SHOW 'THE WAY HOME' IS EVIL!!! MAKE ME CRY AND THINK OF IT WHOLE NITE!! F^^K.. well actualli im quite prepared since u know there's this ah ma with a 'i-will-make-you-cry' face. im not surprise it's so critically aclaimed around the world. wad a sweet show. it even ends with a 'dedicated to all Ah ma in the world' which was a tear dropper... stupid director trying to instill a fillial piety propaganda in me.
-but i do love my grandmo, my momo and popo....
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Friday, August 26, 2005
guys it ain't nice to quarrel with mummy. cuz haix... as even when im writing this post, im tearing. my mummy has been the nicest person in the world. which is why i want her to be blessed.
u won't know wad ur mum has realli done for u and wad she thinks until she actualli cry and lose her normal composure.
my mama.. well she appear to be very strong outside. but when she breakdown, she can be realli weak and fragile. words of death and divorce.. all the unhappy stuff u can realli see. so people appreciate ur mum. i tot i had always been appreciating them all the time but until recently.. haiz. so sry..
this calls for another song call 'Outside' by MIMI.
Standing alone
eager to just
believe it's good enough to be what
you really are
But in your heart
uncertainty forever lies
and you'll always be
somewhere on the
outside
Flow With Me Biarch}
somebody's feeling realli guilty about the girly post i made. wadever it is, that person has to belong to the infamous category. well i can say i lived my life to the fullest, nothing bad to talk about on my blog and if u ain't happy about anything, like i said fuked off. everything i posted here relates greatly to my life and alot of people can witness, do u? u r just a coward who don even dare to show urself. talking bout integrity, u got none. probably a girl whose my heart i have broken or is a guy who is jealous of wadever i have now. this is the 30 sec attention u will get from me and tat's period. (so sad words can onli go this small. but this is realli how small u're upheavelness is)
REPEAT AFTER ME.
NOTHING WILL BRING ME DOWN!
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down
today was a lazy day. din make my hair. but anyway, rach din realli get used to the new me whereas angie and gena seemed ok. ok? ok.... so today for the 1st time in 2 mth, im wearing my tribal neck again. immunity is mine u know haha. lazy me.
saw prawn and alan in sch. they were staring at me as if im a ghost floating about.. guess so.. haha prawn u're plain white and pretty la. like tofu. but cannot have u haha. u're booked rite? woops. anyway jasmine is realli missed by me... so long... god damn long.. woops.
i just saw my dearest rachel from anglais(meaning england in french). think so. i was so stunned haha. she went, 'Steven steven steven steven...' missed u. such a sweet girl, see ya realli soon. hopefully not during graduation(we are in some lovey dovey thing when french comes in) anyway lets talk more about yesterday french stuff. i was realli anxious about the entire 'i-am-gonna-speak-french' thingy. 1st i went in, i was suppose to pretend to be in a cafe ordering stuff. it was realli funny. my dearest teacher went, 'wad wld u like to eat' i was like, 'WTF! AREN't u suppose to start with table for?' alrite then the rest was about stuff u do in a cafe--order, eat, bill. was realli funny. in my heart i wanted it to end asap but my dearest tutor cant seem to shut up. he went on and on. and i totally was lost. u know wad? for the 1st time in my life, i cldn't feel anything or understand anything i was sayin. i jus went on and on with him and it was like a drunken fellow blabbering sh*T haha.when it ended, i was like phew. i actualli missed out on the easiest stuff which was 'avoir' which was suppose to mean bye in french. i was like,'excuse moi. wad is avoir?' my tutor tot i din wanted to end haha. luckily my tutors mouth was fulled of praises. thanks so much. all those mugging did paid off. anyway im now planing how to spend my dearest study week perfectly.
wed is off cuz i think imma visit tracy cuz it's teachers' day ya know haha. and my dearest mooncakes is gonna be delivered to me.
then it is um... monday. present thingy. why am i messing up my days. mon is b4 wed...
tues is nothing? gahs guess it is studying.. good good.
thurs... hm..... gena and angie? haha accounts. shyts....
friday. hm now im reali messed. cuz i feel like asking juniper-the-fling-who-is-so-expired out for movies. see how.
sat..rest
sun...mama day. my mum's bday coming ya know. haha. so imma be mamaboi for once la.. 'guai guai ah boy(this is wad my entire family tree cal me) guai'
hm... is this effective enuff?
OH YA elva's new album is coming out soon. im not realli into chinese songs nowadays compared to e past. but i do indulged in nice mandopop once in a while. like this previous song was 'sky' by jolin but hey that's like 2 months back. haven realli bought a chinese album this year. so ELVA MUACKS HERE I COME HEHE!!!
ELVA: AH! GHOST! HM I AM NOT SCARED CUZ I GOT MY MULTI-PURPOSE AMULET BLESSED BY ALL THE GODS IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.(Steven was so scared that he swooshed into the thin air). The moral of the story is that do not dream of stuff that is impossible. be more practical but it is still quite healthy to have dreams and goals.
_can u believe it? XIAXUE IS CONSIDERED SEXY IN THIS LIME ISSUE!! W()()T! FIONA WHO?
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
OMG im so elated that my silly french speaking test was over. i was like 'shishoshishoshi' in the classroom with my tutor. he gave me nice comment.bout my pronunciation and my confidence. thanks so much. needed them. well i got the easiest topic. GOD BLESS HAHA. So did rachel and the rest. Gena and mag unluckily had the harder ones. best of lucks. will miss u rachel. see ya realli soon. muacks.. SHe made my head swell just now haha.
saw suriya after the thingy on the bridge. shared with her my oral stuff and we were like 2 monkeys giggling on the bridge. haha ACCPAC PROJECT's finally over. sad ending tho. don know why somebody just wanna hold on to it? is it advisable?
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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well today's like a little breakaway from my sch. wad's new in me and wad's not. new hairstyle, and well im still singing on top of my lungs everyday. wonder why don my neighbours complain. im like 'people, people who needs people...' on a 1 million decibels basis. well this is wad u get when a idol top 100 finalist get kik out. (fat hope steven...)
anyway im suppose to study for my final year exam but im kinda in e slack mode. i want to go this starbucks at compass point cuz it's realli cool there. few of the nicer starbucks(without smokes, silly people from girls sch etc). but at the same time, im drawn towards my silly pc.. how how?
i have also some issue with people who feel that im obliged to do wadever with them. wel im not and it's my choice. if u're ain't happy, that is ur stupid problem. im not saying who this is but this person have realli big attitute issue. don ever try to criticise others when u cant even do it urself. it makes u more insecure. don even try to gimme stupid attitude words. u haven seen the worst of me. i kept my composure pretty well consider u gave me answers like this.
Me:'hey this girl is working here. mayb we can drop by to visit her.'
DUMBASS PERSON:'IS it a crime to work here?' <---- i mean does it even link to wad im talking about? it's plain silly and has no logic. u don know the meaning of being bitchy do u? oh i forgot u're a F**ker and F**kers simply F**k around. i've heard so much about u and it even close to wad u describe urself as. stop lying and here's a dumb ol'song for u. by eminem, it's puke
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you
u're simply a boring person. don act cool cuz know wad? u look plain nerdish and i am kinda disgusted just by even standing within a metre radius around u. u have this silly hobby and which is to wad? im not saying cuz im crediting all this to myself. im not making myself feel bad by putting u down. u did.
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Monday, August 22, 2005
ok gena u r clever but at the same time u're not that clever. haha she's gonna eat me up for saying this. i love u and angie. peace! putting angie's name was cuz... cuz..... cuz.... Angie's name starts with 'A' and ur name start with 'G' so u gotta wait haha.
anyway sch's realli crazy today considering it a monday.
entered the silly school compound decked in a indie-inspired(not from island shop. it's from country roads.) outfit and a new hair(OMG! A NEW HAIR! STEVEN's DECIDED NOT TO STICK WITH JON JOHNSON's HAIR ROUTINE!!!). anyway i got many ppl staring at me. either they are wondering why a chinese is decked in a indie shirt or they are wondering why is there a ghost floating about in bright daylight. wadever it is, im comfortable with myself. obviously, my hair did start a discussion in class. 1st was pearlyn with 'wow new hair style' then it was angie and gang with 'wad happen to ur hair?' and etc. either it was so nice that it wowed them or it was damn atrocious that i was sore to the eye haha. i think it's the latter. thanks ms teo for noticing. at least ppl notice i have a new hair. not that i grow up eating glass. ah ha!
haha gena im gonna say something bout u now(in case u say i din). hmm.. i din know u have such a hot guy for secret admirer haha. rachel and angie was like 'J**M n gena' haha. how do u like it? and eugen has a crush on angie?!!! IM FUMING HOT CUZ NO ONE TOUCHES ANGIE!! ROAR!!!! just kidding. anyway lunch's on tml see ya.
-hm studying in a beer bar shld be interesting.
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Friday, August 19, 2005
alrite, i've just ended my silly ol'accountin lecture which i found to be quite enlightening(cuz i've always slack out in accs). wasn't realli attentive but i've manage to come up with my very analysis of ppl in my course.
coming to my course is like man stepping on venus(cuz girls are from venus). it's simply a realli alienating place. well here goes my clasification of girls in my course(no offense. cant take it, leave!).
1st and foremost, there's the nerdy batch who simply studying and study and study. ask them wad is clubbing, they will tell u baseball club. but they are very helpful and kind ppl. just their get-up.
then there is the super pretty type 1(non bimbotic). angie's one of them. they appear to be simply over narcissistic girls but when it comes to studies, they can be realli a scholar of their own. guess bimbos sure are evolving. i love them u know. they are so emotional at times(rings any bell?). pretty girls and wadever.. steven they don like b**tard like u!
of course there will be the super pretty type 2(bimbotic). do i need to say further? good looks but their mind are warped.
oh ya b4 i even continue, these groups of girls attract their same kind, so they are always in their own gang(e.g entire gang of bimbos or entire gang of nerds.)
there's also the 'overly upheavel type who is so arrogant'. nothing to say cuz they are in their own world most of the time. they have some neck problem seriously and needs to seek help from sinseh.
fifth, there's the f**k-off poser b*t*hy type. obviously u shld have known from the tone of my words that these ppl are textually, the worst type of ppl u wanna be wif. they love to act, act as if they are e prettiest, as if they are so lovable. and very self-centred(guess they won't be marrying in the near future or at all. cuz guys hate self-centred girls). i've met a bevy and i've cleansed my eyes now and then so i don see any of them anymore. oh ya they are the mother hen of my course group. not hen B**ches. they need some psychiatric sessions from a shrink asap.
alrite girls come ask me which grup u're in.
speaking of mother hen, if u guys watch project superstar yesterday, u shld have heard Sin heuy's version of 'beautiful'. very emotional. touch me and i came teary cuz i was like her once. so many false accusations in my life and they ain't near the truth. they won't bring me down. and i feel that im not that bad after all. why shld i submit to all these labels? we are beautiful. Sinhuey's out hm but she's beautiful i gotta say. a nice heart belongs rightfully to a nice person. beautiful. there's little to watch on superstar, they're gonna commercialise the 'school for visualli impaired' soon. u know wad i mean.
_i am beautiful. hey i said this twice...
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
NATHAN FOR PRESIDENCY!!!
alrite just yesterday, i've spend quite abit on this silly fixed asset(im suffering from Accounting flu). so currently, im not that liquid compare to the past anymore haha. lesser current asset. ppl near me will know wad e hack was it.
heck it. i love wadever i got. did not feel bad. in fact i love it. just found the way to use it--to overcome boring lectures. i love it.
this means sacrificing abit for my SKIN SHIRT! SOBS!!!
and abit of my genting trip(if there's one) SOBS!!!
and alot of other coffee and bar trips! SOBSS!!
heck it, this calls for effective monetary management. my fave subject haha. i will find way to be liquid again u know. haha im steven, comebacks are always that alluring. woohoo
anyway im like in need of a haircut, cuz my hair's irritating me. it's so long and is always poking my eyes, making me teary at times. sick hair. i don want it to be too short(not mushroom), but not too long. stupid dilemna. so im gonna tell the lady this, 'pls don cut my hair too long but at the same time, do not subject my hair to some intense cutting practise.' this sound nice. like wad Mr wonka will say,' You're realli wierd!'.
well imma quite a study worm recently cuz know wad? exam's comin in 2 weeks time. stupid tp. money sucker. and yet give us so little. f**k u. haha.
other than the tp management, i love everything there. the place, some people(angie and gang), and probably nothing else. haha
here's a clue to wad i spent on: Red, The COLOUR OF PASSION AND ALL HEARTS.
hm... don sound familiar rite? well that's the point of clues, they don need to be familiar.
GENA U're so gonna get it haha.
-oompa loompa jumping on my lap
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Welcome to Steven's dearest blog. Before we lead u into his beautiful world of surprises, let us take a tour on steven's Tictionary, and our word of the day is HIMBO.
Himbo
Pronounciation: HIM--bou
Meaning:
(1) A guy with big brawn and no brain
(2) A Super narcissistic guy
(3) A guy who is over sensitive with his appearance
Thank you for spending your dearest 20 sec with Steven's tictionary.
Note to be taken: Steven is nv a himbo
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Alrite back to blogging. guess u guys were realli enlightened by my tictionary. anyway today was a realli delighting day. morning, afternoon and nite.
Morning:
well i was suppose to have lunch with gena, rach and angie. knowing that i was suppose to meet em at bout 11, i took my dearest sweet time, packing my stuff and dressing up haha. ended up late. msg that silly angie, ended up got scolded by her. and this was how she went---'You got the wrong ANGIE! BOO!' i went wtf isn't that the only angie in my sch? i mean there are million and 1 of u? so i decided to msg back, telling her off, and this is how i did it---'... wad? are u having some peronality split?'. turns out it was actualli a misunderstanding. she was jealous cuz she tot i was gonna go out with another angie for lunch. oooh. how sweet. love ya. yucks..
alrite back to lunch, we guys went to din tai fung!!! XIAO LUNG BAO!!! i love it. esp the yam haha. rach went gaga over the crab dumpling whilst me and gena went yummy over the yam ones. it was hell lot of craziness in the eatery. woohoo
Afternoon:
well actualli after lunch, i was suppose to return to sch for law, ended up all of us decided to take our annual leave and decided to go watch a movie and there u go, we had a delicious servin of choc in 'le charlie est chocolat' movie. yum yum. it's totally marvellous. 4 thumbs up(including toes). haha
so sad after the movies, rach had to go sch. her bf went firing to the top knowing she was going out with us. hm.. not good for health tho.
then me gena and rach decided to meet up with silly old angie who actualli skip tutorial(bl**DY B**H ask u come watch movie with us u don want, still ask us to go die.... sobs). haha but lukily she was glad to see me and i was glad to see her(i had to cuz if not she's gonna give me hell). anyway we decided to go Tm. and on our way, the girls met up with anisa and grace.
ever since then, it was standby mode for me and jeremy. i mean 5 girls and 2 guys is gaga for shopping, we totally become their free escort of the day.
from isetan ladies to espirit to century 'exclusively hers'(it ain't fair. there shld be a 'exclusively his') it was whole day of girls shopping.(angie i was sleeping not bored. im nv bored of shopping, simply overwhelmed by u girls--go town with me and i think u will turn bored instead haha). jeremy and i was like woohoo pros in shopping and we headed to the toilettes for like umpteen times just to burn time(angie i did talk to jeremy alrite, haha we are frens swear!). luckily they bought stuff.
Nite:
it was bye bye for all of us, some of us decided to go back to sch--like 6 at nite(including me cuz i have stupid ol'french), and some had to head home, dearest gena was happiest cuz her bf's coming to get her. on my stroll to the bus interchange with angie, anisa and jeremy, dear anisa actualli went weeping quietly(in fact some girls were weeping during shopping--all cuz of love). wanted to comfort her but im too a stranger to walk up to anisa and talk. luckily, on my ride to sch(with anisa), we exchange a few words(and i mean literally 'a few words'). hope i din scare her with my atrocious look. she's a pretty girl(all of them are pretty, in fact gorgeous). don be sad anisa(slaps myself, why do i say this now? dear angie asked me to be good to her..)
well then was french after saying bye to anisa.
it was hell lot of fun. we were watching this silly french movie. and i learned this:
'Je vais a la fac' (fac is pronounces as 'f**K') it means i am going to school. and Seal(the sea lion thingy) is also pronounced as f**K. haha how nice a language. went home with kok wei, ltns(long time no see). had a guy to guy talk and bye again. reach home and had the nicest dinner(ma mere cooked it for me yum yum love it).
So this is how i ended my day. i love it. God bless everyone.
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Monday, August 15, 2005
i've just took another test for personality haha this is me in dog words.
Yorkishire terrier ---> haha the terrier is on spring jumps. so cute.
it's from tickle.com and the webby is fuked up. so many links before i can get my analysis. fuked it. just use ur imagination. haha
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alrite imma pick myself together. I DID NOT SLEEP FOR FINANCE LECTURE FOR THE 1st TIME HAHA! IM SO MADE FOR FINANCE(KINDA SHAMESLESS). i think i can onli garner 2 reasons for the reason of my restlessness. it's monday, and secondly, the lecturer for once, was different.
im quite confused over the mp3 stuff still. i want a hp and a mp3. i want my hp i mean. i don want it to turn into a mp3 cuz it simply wasn't made for it. it's so cool just to stay as a phone. i want a mp3. haha. im now looking into samsung for once. Iriver is from korea if im not wrong(alrite i just found out from their global webby that they are HP. realli HP subs. they have bases at the big apple, london and seoul umz. go to their webby. it's damn cool! www.iriver.com) . are they rivalry brands? i don care. i just want a perfect mp3 for myself. haha.
i wanna watch movies for once cuz ther are just so much nice movies. juniper's like on and off. here on and a second later she's off. quite boring actualli(:X). genting is like going to be off according to my perfect male intuition. my intuition are quite screwed actualli.
yesterday, i told my dad that i ain't gonna rain and we are going out. the next sec, it was pouring lions and tigers. and i mean that.woohoo. guys intuition are screwed haha.
currently im in my lab printing stupid notes for my lecture. can u believe it? it's like going to the end of my semester. my exams end on 9 sept. so ppl ask me out.
-bored but know wad? people who needs people are the luckiest people in the world
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
yes yes. in case u are wondering, i've just returned from a day of unconventional shopping. i mean who realli goes around shopping for Mp3. do ppl even need to shop? it's all in e electrical store. peep at it and leave. like it, buy it. haha i simply walked into courts and asked bout each and every Mp3 on their display and i went Mp3-smart in less than 20 min.
this is wad my tiny brain managed to gather in that precious time:
- Apple Ipod mini (5gb) $348
- Apple Ipod-U2 edition (20gb) $618
- Creative Zen/Creative Zen Micro(5gb/20gb) $399
- Creative Zen Neeon (3gb) $329
- Samsung Mp3 (5gb) $459
- I.River Mp3 hp103 (5gb) $419
- Sony Walkman (20gb) $499
- I.River Mp3 (20gb) $718
well that's all i guess cuz i managed to squeezed minimal. well i'm looking for a mp3 tat has space(not too much and not too little--to me 512 and 1gb is hell little and 20gb, it's 1/3 of my computer memory, so not that much), design(creative neeon is very cool, all i.river are very cool and samsung and sony are surely coolest! in case u r wondering, i.river is actualli by hewlett packard, hence a better sound system--u know hewlett packard are the genius behind bang and oluffsen), novelty and originality(i want something that is new to me and something which my fren doesn't have---ipod are all owned,creative as well.), price(not too expensive like the I.River 20gb.. woo hoo. i can get a new hp for that).
So, u know i welcome all suggestion from frens on which to get. im hopin to get any of those i mentioned. bring it on whether it is opinions or wadever. i need it.
-im actualli hooked to sony and i.river
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Friday, August 12, 2005
woke up today feeling just random(probably reminisense of yesterday's traumatised me)
I AM DEFINITELY WORTH MORE THAN A NICKET!
alrite other than that im definitely a fine person.
today i was actualli think of spotting a jeans but then, somehow, my randomized me decided that 'no, i will be in my good ol'frendly diesel berms.' i mean that sure worth more than a levis jeans(i don know a levis jeans, i am spotted wearing dockers and diesel, not levis cuz they are just too common.)
im now quite into N.U.M tanks and their sporty beach pants. which is realli cool. i don mind getting one of those and a top from SKIN. soon hopefully. mayb i'll have to go alone. with wings i will fly u know. Silly randomized me.
anyway i was quite pissed at that accounts lecture just now cuz 1stly, the lecturer took more than 2 hrs. i mean even a show like LOTR almost put me to sleep. 2 HRS OF LECTURE? NO NO!. and then there was this lady behind me, either suffering from spasm/cramps on her legs or her legs are of those of girrafes. she has to relax her leg on my chair(my Lt's chair are of those of cinemas. and they have a small loop between the back rest and the chair.) SO she went resting at her very own comfort and simply ignoring my existence. She just went strokin and stroking on my butt while she moved her feet about the back of my chair. I MEAN MY BUTT IS SO BIG AND SHE CANT FEEL THAT IT WAS MY BUTT SHE WAS STROKING AND NOT THE BACK REST OF MY CHAIR?! shld have sat beside angie when she asked me to. i simply turned back at her and gave her this 'wtf-are-u-trying-to-do' look. 2ndly i rather get stroked by angelina jolie's leg than hers(you get wad i mean).
Me: UR FEET IS DISTURBING ME(IN A VERY IMPOLITE TONE)
HER:huh?ooo(<---- i mean she is so not eloquent).
Me(thinking in my mind): GET RIGHT!
Alrite if that's not stupid enuff, i have this bunch of law ppl standing outside that lecture hall, leaning on the lt door. when i pushed open the door(obviously to leave the stupid lt), the accidentally slammed the door on the back of a law poop. he simply went 'wa lao' i mean is he stupid or wad? no common sense that when the lecture ends, the door will open for e students inside to leave. is he expecting that we will diffuse out of the wall? luckily his teacher went, 'oi don stand behind the door la. ppl wanna come out.' thanks so much teachers.
im getting from randomized to piss. better not.
rachel and gang are gonna play some sports event hosted by my course. best of luck.
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Give me wing + So i can fly
Thanks to wadever higher power from above watching over me whom if i do not have the companionship of, will have a tragid life.
Thank you so much for all the gifts you've endowed me with. Thank you for pathing my life with flowers.
Each and every blessing you've given me are like single chords which drawn together will for be beautiful song.
Your presense has always overwhelm me as much as your love.
For every moves i make, you are always there being there for me, so supportive though at times i'm discourage.
Thank you for endowing me with all the strength and courage to move on.
I love you more than anything.
-Spread the love and you will be love-
People,
People who need people,
Are the luckiest people in the world
We're children, needing other children
And yet letting a grown-up pride
Hide all the need inside
Acting more like children than children
Lovers are very special people
They're the luckiest people in the world
With one person one very special person
A feeling deep in your soul
Says you were half now you're whole
No more hunger and thirst
But first be a person who needs people
People who need people
Are the luckiest people in the world
With one person one very special person
No more hunger and thirst
But first be a person who needs people
People who need people
Are the luckiest people in the world...
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this has to be one of my most emotional post that comes truely from my heart.
antecedents? plain life encounters like a small sms.
causations? trust. ain't it easy?
we simply love to overlook issue of trust as time grants us the ability to acquaint, and familiarise. which simply su*ks. i mean cant ppl be together will all love and trust they can give each other?
i've been labelled heartbroker.. it ain't fair cuz i hadn't even had the opportunity then to clarify.
ppl says im loner? it ain't even near the truth.
a small sms can let u see thru how much u mean to certain ppl, or even, tell u stuff that u don even know b4. was it fair? used or to be used? trust or to be trusted? giving enuff or giving too much? receiving enuff or shortchanged? 
well i don like the way it goes.
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try
Dead ppl don lie. How sophisticated for some.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
today was marvellously planned for me. 1st was shopping gag with gena and rachel(they are 2 great shopping and eating nuts. we went to delifrance and i felt so cheated by their fake french pasta. they had this stupid french word looking something like this----> S**lotique do know wad e heck and the pic of that pasta looked realli well, ended up, it was a vege pasta flooded with overboiled capsicum. sh*thole.
whilst we were having out brunch, they were discussing of some love issue faced by some coursemate whom i know nothing about(gena said i must be from another planet---considering such a small course, i've yet to know each and every person.) breakups and patches and real love successes. well i think it's quite surprising that e world is so overwhelmed by love. i have frens around me who's so engrossed in love that they kinda turn love-tipsy. well i've yet to experience it. when i told some of my fwens that i was single, she simple went "WAD!". well is it so surprising that i am single? tot nobody wld want a ghost as bf. even if i was a good catch, im just a ikan billis. haha well b4 anyone comes loving me for real, i'll have to love myself and treat myself as a king haha.
second to that, i had this realli cool istana party at ISTANA LA(obviously). haha narthan hosted it and pm, sm and mm was there(go read up if u don understand the acronyms). the meal was sumptuous, i got to meet some ministers(esp the minister of health<--- is there even one?). i don know his name but know for sure he is a minister cuz he's on TV so many times. Taufik and Ruien was there performing also. yum yum. i had abalone, puffs, oysters and satay for dinner. woohoo. it was marvellous(it's so exclusive. haha i even took a photo of the security pass they gave me.) felt so cheap in e middle of politicians and big ppl haha.
-I am Beautiful, no matter wad they say.
-You are beautiful, no matter wad they say.
-We are beautiul, no matter wad they say.
-Words cant bring us Down.
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
1stly imma ignore the spammerz. no life.
today was much of a fruitful day. went out with juniper, kaien and gk. was realli fun. then along came jp and beth. was even more fun.
we went down to town to shop earlier on and kaien was trying to scramble for his dearest I.Pod. and i think lady luck's on his side cuz that lady actualli discounted him a 50 bucks off his I.Pod without noticing(obviously the lady was pretty engross in looking at kaien's notes than realli counting it. haha). then we went on to taka to shop and walk around, entering LV and commenting on chanel's horrible line of fashion. roaming in A/X and diesel and saying bye bye to their shop keeper. GUYS DKNY IS HAVING A DISCOUNT! HAHA.
actualli i wanted to watch willy wonka, turns out that they had watched it and then we decided not to watch movie, instead we decided to move on to marina and chill. anyway i felt totally like a light bulb. a bright one in fact. it's more of a juniper dating session with GK and im like 'hello? im ur fling. am i transparent?' well then we moved on to places like CA to have dinner and then to SKIN ah ha. that's where true enlightenment comes. i truly realise that ppl with von dutch in my sch is actualli holdin on to the fakes, cuz the reals are realli expensive. w00hoo. and the design is so cool. i kinda regretting not getting the top that i saw. so stunning and so, (don mind my shamelessness) it's so ME HAHA.
clubbing at paul's munchen(premium club) was the program of the day. such a break from the world(beverly's voice and everything such a enjoyment.) so sad we had to end early. cuz sch and work's pulling everyone back for tml. but hey happy national day, tho we missed the fireworks.
-notes taken: it's so hard to get a hair done for outing
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
In case u guys are wondering wad this pic is about, lemme tell u a story of my kinda exciting day.
I woke up on a bright morning, surprised to see mr postman with a big envelope standing outside my house. i signed it and open up that silly brown envelope which dictates my name on the cover. inside was a small slip of paper and a letter. here's an adaptation of the letter.
'... we are proud to...... present you with this little gift of ours for being our long time loyal user..... of AVIVA trust fund investment plan...'
well i was obviously quite surprise, so i went to asked my parents and they said i have a little trust fun/insurance under my name and hence, i was given a small gift as a token of appreciation for being such loyal user. Inside was a 80 bucks makeover voucher from Heat by monsoon. wow how unbelievable. so i decided to go down to their silly shop in town to check it out. truly i had a chance of my lifetime for a silly makeover and the lady brought me in and said that i will need a silly hair makeover 1st before coming to the main part of makeover(which is photo shooting). she said my head was big and is unsuitable for a messy-wake-up hair style so she decided to simply brush my hair all toward the right side of my head(it was pretty silly the 1st time i looked at it, then i realised that actualli it's pretty stunning haha). after all the silly do-a-doodle, she asked me wad i love most, so i said sports, music,... and then she asked me whether i wanted something wild of something safe and different. well i accidentally blurt out wild and she simply drag me into this shooting area with this green background(supposed to be CGI). she asked me to strip. I WAS LIKE 'WTF! STRIPPED?' she say no no leave my board pants on and i was allowed a tower for my body(suppose to depict the sporty part of me), she gave me some tinch of water on my body and this fake tannin lotion that will make me look tan. i mean with my not-so-cool-n-nice to look at body, im simply plain shy. She went 'come on don be shy', i said 'girls wld rather look at my atrocious look than my ugly-to-dirt body', she went 'ur butt is hot..', i went doubly shy. so then she ask me give her a cool-look. trying my best to squeeze that inch of coolness out of me, i managed to give her ok-you-passed-look. haha. that's how u get that face on top. well, the picture was cut, cuz the body an't nice to look at haha. my face looked much nicer(tho my nose looks like those of jackie chan). the rest of photo shootin was like me and some realli nice shirts(1 of the picture even had me looking like tarzan.... i was holding on to a CGI lasso, tied to a horse).
well that's all for the picture.
then i went shopping at town and guess wad, LV IS HAVING A SALE! IM LIKR WTF. i brought this old LV design wallet cuz it looked old and vintage i guess haha. it cost 70 bucks after disc.
can u believe it? i then got this handbag for my mum. haha cheapo. it's like 200 after disc. well at least it shows i care for my mum. haha.
well im such cheapo. it's all old design but know wad? it'll turn vintage soon haha. well im like crazy bout this stuff when it has sales.
i entered the shop with my new hair which was still on when i went monsoon. and my blushes..(look the the picture, my cheek looked extremely red, they even applied lip gloss on my lips to make it shine...).
i ended up going home and my mum went, WA LAO AH BOY LOOK LENG(which is pretty in cantonese) and my dad was like JU TAO(meaning pig head). i decided not to bath cuz my hair was like so dear, and i don know how to do it. eventualli, my mum screamed using her multiple octave voice to make me go bath. haiz. well, mayb i'll ask my brother do it for me in the future. you will rite? haha
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
my sch's network suck. surfing net on a laptop in sch is as slow as a snail crawlin.
today's test was surprisingly surprising. alrite wad am i saying. lemme put myself together.
seeing steven leaving the exam hall is just as common(either he cant do the paper or it is too easy for him) well today's incident cld be jolly well base on the latter. it was rather easy. stupid test. some 40 marks test i was anticipating some big big bombastic question that will blow me off my seat. ended up to be just a scratch on my skin. im glad. i shld be glad.
no more spammers on my blog. God's watching over me and my dearest blog. even my dear fren shirin have some stupid spammer. this show how 'lifeless' those spammers can get. i know who my spammers are now. they're just as childish as those in shirin's blogs. luckily my issue has been done wif. im glad. i shld be glad.
angie thanks for that lijun(black girl from superstar) signature. this pretty lady of mine got her signature in the toilet! i mean can u believe it? this is wad i picture.
Angie(enters the toilet n hears lijun's voice. surprisinly, it's coming from the cubicle: HEY LIJUN IS IT YOU?
Lijun(whilst in the cubicle doing business & practising her song at the same time): YEA UHMZ U ARE?
Angie(bends down and look under the door of e cubicle): Im ANGIE OMG! CANT BELIEVE I FOUND U. MY FREN IS A FAN OF URS! CAN I HAVE UR SIGNATURE?
Lijun(continues her business): ALRITE PASS ME A PAPER!
Angie(franticaly turns n see toilet paper and throws a piece to lijun):HERE U GO!
Lijun(stunned): WTF TOILET PAPER? GET ME A BETTER ON TO SIGN ON.
(Angie passes her screwed-up-brand foolscap paper and lijun signs it, 10 secs later lijun is out from e cubicle. she passes the paper to angie.)
Lijun:So who is tat fren of yours?
Angie: oh he is steven. he.....
(well the rest of their conversation is just discussin bout wad steven is and why the heck was he able to escape from hell before the ghost festival even start).
Haha angie it's merely a joke. anyway i appreciate it tho it was ur name..... love it and love u. im glad i shld be glad.
now im like thinkin of wad to do on friday. mayb i'll just hang out in town alone looking for my stuff. mayb i'll go SKIN to find nice clothes. guys the clothes there are realli nice tho mostly are for girls. it's all USA BRAND YAHOOO!!!! anyway mustn't let ppl discover my fave haunt. haha. im glad. i shld be glad.
---Juniper when are u gonna reply me?---
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
alrite im minimizing the disclaimer, and if u guys wanna read it, it's at the end of this article. well i feel that all these stuff shldn't be disrupting my progress in life. everyone has to move, im simply gonna forget, forgive and continue my life as it is. unhappy? like i always say, pop panadols.
GUYS i wanna go shopping on friday haha, so long since i every realli step into a shop for such purpose. and i tell u, im getting fatter every min. shopping is a form of exercise. haha for me la. and i miss pasta and chilling session. woohoo. friday here i come. but b4 that, i have to do realli well for my test, so as to give me that 'no burden' feeling when i shop. typical steven.
anyway i saw this new nokia phone, similiar to mine, except the screen and keypads are inverted. ya it's so cool. and expensive.
todays lession was alrite till i found out that angie went popular to shop. wad's the cool deal then? she went there to get titbits(i mean titbits from a bookstall?) and spent like 123 bucks over at popular huh? she's crazy. hey angie where is my shopping session. i want it soon ya. everyday go trash the mall but i think the mall's still in shape. one day u confirm with me and gena. sms me asap. im longing for it already.
juniper where are u ar? when will u every be free? we're drifting apart. sobs.
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IM MAKING THIS ENTIRE POST CAPS CUZ I FEEL IT'S IMPORTANT FOR SOME TO KNOW TAT WADEVER POSTED UP HERE ARE JUST MY PERSONAL VIEWS OF SOME ISSUES OF 'MY' LIFE AND THAT IF SOME LOSERS CANNOT TAKE IT, THEN PLEASE DO NOT CARRY ON READING MY BLOG IN THE FUTURE CUZ THESE LOSERS SIMPLIES BRINGS LOSERS INTO MY BLOG AND SPAM SOME FALSE ACCUSATIONS ABOUT ME AND STILL CLAIM THEMSELVES TO BE INNOCENT. SELF-CENTRED F**KERS.
- WADEVER WRITTEN UP HERE ARE PERSONAL VIEWS OF STEVEN'S LIFE AND IT DOES NOT CONCERN ANY OTHER PPL. PPL WHO CANNOT TAKE VIEWS CAN JOLLY WELL GO AND D*E CUZ THIS WORLD IS FULL OF CRUEL FACTS.
- IN ANY NEAR FUTURE OR WADSOEVER, ALL THE STUFF POSTED ON MY BLOG ARE FOR PERMANENT. NO DELETES OR EDITS. WHICH IS WHY LOSERS SHLD BUZZ OFF.
- MY STUFF ARE NOT DIRECTLY POINTED TO ANYBODY WADSOEVER. IF UR NAME APPEARS UP HERE, EITHER IM REFERING TO ANOTHER PERSON WHO HAS THE SAME NAME AS YOU(IN CASES WHEN I CRITICISE STUFF, DON ASSUME THAT U'RE THE SUBJECT CUZ NO ONE IS MADE CELEBRITY ON MY BLOG), OR IM AM REFERING TO U(EITHER U'RE MY FREN OR WAD).
- TO ALL MY FRENS(U KNOW WHO U ARE), U GUYS ARE THE TRUE ROLE MODELS. U HAVE BLOG AND THE BLOGMANSHIP. HAHA. TO ACCEPT AND FORGIVE, FORGET IS THE RULE UP HERE.
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Monday, August 01, 2005
well im obliged to post a picture of gena. here it is. and u have her showing off her manicure and acting cute(as usual) haha. 
well in the other pic, u have gena stuck in e middle and posing her plastic smile.. uhmx i think that photo on the rite have a bit of problem, i have an uncanny essemblance to kelly poon from project superstar. mayb it's cuz our smiles are just too plastic. that must be it.
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wow a record high of 1000 visits on sunday.
i have so many allegiance of me online that i feel almost wrapped in them. they include me being gay, me not the one shopping with huishan that day, me slandering someone, and me trying to be handsome when im not(go read my archive, there's an article on it) and me being wadever. they are just works of the same old person(zeldac4@aol.com). angle, stephen, fish, unknown, jason are the same person. they are just bored and they have no life. they actualli spent their sundays coming to spam.
i don have to prove anything to them cuz 1stly, i don owe them anything and 2ndly, i don even know them, lastly, im true to myself and my life. ppl who hangs around me know the stuff ya. yea. thanks angie.. whoever anastasia is, hi, to sassy babe, don't know wad u mean by that.
enuff of stupid stuffs.
oh ya i love this plastic white thick frame specs. so cool. makes my eye look small for once u know haha.
im like now doing my accounts homework when accounts is in 40 min time. sianz.
rachel hi hi went sch with this realli sweet girl(she's from england). she noticed my stussy shirt(ALAS! i spend a bomb on it), other tot my shirt was adidas cuz of the double red stripes but hey isn'st adidas 3 stripes!? speaking of rachel, i have this other rachel helping me out in my accounts homework. it's rachel fannatics haha.
_for every single person who hates me, there are million others who loves me_
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Give me wing + So i can fly
In case u guys are wondering wad this pic is about, lemme tell u a story of my kinda exciting day.
well im such cheapo. it's all old design but know wad? it'll turn vintage soon haha. well im like crazy bout this stuff when it has sales.
well im obliged to post a picture of gena. here it is. and u have her showing off her manicure and acting cute(as usual) haha. 
