Thursday, December 29, 2005
well it's true that time sure heal everything but i also think that time makes one much more exposed. how do i say that?
well im not sure either. it's just a feeling. for example, u stand in front of ur mum and u stand in front of someone say Mr Nathan. for someone as familiar as ur mum, u will be able to strike a conversation at much efficient pace compare to Mr Nathan. that's cuz u understand that person pretty well.
now why am i sayin this? it's cuz some of the ppl whom i know, have come to an understanding between me that i mustn't trust this person as much as before. their heart is a abaddon. it's so hard to know wad this fellow is thinking of every sec. it's fuking irritating to see stupid change of moods, decisions and stuff. u want it, u get it. don dilly dally and pls as again, im not an item. not use me and dump me. when i show u my due respect as a fren or wadsoever, i do not demand anything in return, just gimme that due respect as a Person, not an item u keep using and dumping.
no acting and pls,
it makes u look deprived of wadsoever stuff that's supposed to be essential in ur life. get it?
i was tot in my life nv to be taken too much for granted. and if i was suppose to feel it, u get it.
FUK IT!
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
goodness i was too engross in the festive seasons. Sorry dear cow blog. forgot bout u...
anyway it was a joyous one. had celebrations wif juniper and gang 1st in town. with lots of eating and drinking going on. and ended with king kong. which i tot, was a uber good film. still wondering why i fell asleep at the ending part (probably too draggy and long).
then was yesterday's party with the barbies. was definitely fun tho i tot the truth/dare game was abit daunting hohoho. so scary and kinda sexual. it's always take off ur clothes and kiss the other guy and when's ur 1st french. goodness. the food was good. tot the turkey felt and tasted like luncheon meat. wonderful party. thnx amber for ur nice little mouse. needed it. and sry to jerm who unluckily got my geisha book (he has it i think).
well then part of the party was bout angie's newest hook. HK haha. guess it was very joyous but there's abit of heart breaking going on (heard that someone in our clique actualli was holding a torch for her. hm not me. im a troll-liked figure. it's the person who's alphabet cookie at my place now. HINT HINT**!) it's happy to see angie move on from her previous relationship but pls don be so engross with hong kong. there's still america, canada and england you know ANGIE hohoho. hope she understands.
to all,
a merry and joyous festive greeting from me your dearest moo. hohoho....
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
alrite! it's the end of my silly term test.
obviously imma start with ma test.
1st i have to say i studied realli hard for this silly test even tho it was plainly 3 test covering topics from accounts, finance and investment.
lets start from the 1st day which i tot was uber exciting.
1st i got that silly paper on investment and common reaction to students who studied was 'hm chicken feat la haha!' (then u see this fellow smiles throughout the paper as if he suffered some cramps on his lips). for me it was the opposite! the least u expect from me i cant do a shit but it's diff. i had stupid mind block. all the info seems to jacked up on my brain(just before my eye socket) and i was stagnant for 5 mins. wondering how the hell i shld even start writing.
wadever la. but i still managed to scribble my way off the passing region. HOPEFULLY!
hm then was the second and third paper. esp the 3rd one which i tot (pls don tell the lecturer)--insult to intelligence. haha u understand.
hm.. now im like phew no more baggage in my brain.
so i was hoping for a day off. then *beep* project.
oh f* it man. when can i ever realli relax.
well in like 30 min, i gotta set off to sch. SCH HEAR THIS! DURING HOLS!
as usual updating my mp3.
then was a big pouring outside ma house
then i played stickwitu by PCD
hm...
tot back on the yr 2005
bad
but i tot i wld be worst
then i tot of ppl who picked me up on e way.
much blessed
thankful
and...
happy.
looking forward to xmas parties.
then
oops. din get the present yet.
how the hell do u find a present that fits both ladies and gentlemen? besi
des condom and sex books.
HEY I LOVE 'SO AMAZING' by 50 cent
so happening.
then my mood turns for the better.
*u feel like slapping Steven rite? haha well that's all tata
*Runs* before anyone slaps me
look out for memoirs of geisha. the poster is stunning!
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Friday, December 16, 2005
well yesterday my head almost swell and burst, all thanks to an overload of info. test is coming and my projects are coming to due
went to flush off silly messages on the tag
decided that todays post will not have a single punctuation
took a heavy load of pictures with the pretty ppl in sch
learns that i have alot of stuff to catch up on some chapters
tonight is the day when my fave show comes to an end
found out that paris is gonna flaunt her B cup on every wed night
Hiatus bye
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
thanks kelvin for your enlightening tag. long time no see eh.
hm. Kids nowadays are realli getting out of hand. cant make it. wad are the parents doing ar? Just look at my tag.
parents are not taking their child in hand aight. and omg their language is so crude to be our future leaders. wad is e world coming to? goodness.
tag board is for communicatin with me. not bitching with me. don wanna bitch cuz i sure win.
anyway pls, if u tag, give urself a name. name urself. don be a 'come guess my name'. it's pure stupid and i can do better. and uhmz. don try to give silly circulations like 'im a gay' or wad. ok? it's the most dumbest thing anyone can think of to label someone. it's like a guy is call gay if im unhappy with him and i shall call a girl whom im unhappy with, lesbian. it makes no sense.
if u mean otherwise, yes im very happy. im a happy person. i like to be happy and make ppl happy.
and uhmz who are ur female frens? i pity them. hanging out with a person who's so un-gentlemen.
i'm not hoping to be well-liked ya and i nv say i look good. i always say i look ghost-liked. im a ghostly figure and i don understand how the hell u know im that 'g' word unless u're so into doing it with a ghost.
i don need publicity and not a despo. so don try to u know, paste labels here and there. cuz im a non-stick surface. i've got oily face.
u get my 2 mins attention, and here's ur 1 min attention
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
oh yes. im not trying to be bitchy or wad(this post is onli 5 min after the original one)
I WILL TREAT MYSELF LIKE A KING BEFORE ANYONE DOES.
-An Adaptation of what Ms Queen Latifah said when asked when will she tie a knot with anyone.
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im definitely more shrewd than any average thug.
hm..
how to skip a stupid students forum in 2 mins? and yet still get refreshment and seal points like any other person who attended it? EASY!
step 1. you gotta realli go attend the student forum for once in 1 acad yr!
step 2. take note of their so-called 'fool-proof' attendance taking.
step 3. abuse their attendance taking system in the on-coming yrs.
- if they ask u to take attendance durin the beginning, just walk out in the middle of the talk, say u're having pee problem. get it?
- if they take attendance before u enter the hall, go take attendance, and pretend someone call u and u slowly drift away.
- if they take attendance in the middle of the lecture(alrite this is the dumbest). since everyone's gonna come down and take attendance, there's gonna be a small riot in the sequence. take urs and whilst the personnel is still busy taking care of the attendance, walk out la.
- if they take onli after the forum(woa suay lor), this onli meant that they have a name list. 2 way to this. ask whichever goody-2-shoes who always goes for all stuff, to forge for u. but remember he's a goody-2-shoe. he might not do it for u, under his conscience. so fake a silly story to touch him! no 'my cat lose 1 hair' story. 2nd way is to be late for the forum(extremely). if it is a 2 hr lecture, be like hm.... 1hr 40 min late. or 1 hr 30 la. haha. clever rite?
*beep*(computer screen shows a msg 'pls move to other lab')
and then i move to another lab and a fatso admin comes in, in his most manly voice,'this lab is closing, pls move to other lab.'
fish cake. im like wth. my sch needs to save power so eagerly? dots.
anyway where were we? yes i was the..... 2nd case. and yes u know where i drift la. hm.. juniper shld be knocking off why this time. im taking my own sweet time down to pasir ris. haha. but im always early for some reason. divine intervention?
anyway got quite abit of tongue lashin here and there today. 1st from my mum for not bringing in the laundry and then was ms kumaran for the fact that some silly group din put on formal wear today. err no im not in formal wear. got it off me when i went home. and im back in sch! silly rite? just trying to mke ends meet. this is wad happen. school and home.. dots. and uhmz i bring a handfull... rather a bagful of paper to print my journal. cant be bitchy in my grading of ppl's interview even tho some was real bad(i onli watched jerms, and eileen's..... quite a give away rite?) lucky they don read blog. haha. then again, i was pretty conservative in my language in the journal.
this post is nv gonna end if i don put and end to it. im a fish cake when it comes to typing and talking non-stop. bitching eh!!!!!
marina's sale just gave me a chance to put another white elephant at home.
hope suntec's one will be better. there's topshop, polo raulph, guess, espirit, raoul, adidas, yes eye, royce, carrefour?!(wtf is wrong with me. carrefour on sale? originally $10/chicken, now 50 percent off and buy 1 get 1 free? SIAO!). lucky there isn't much white elephant shops there unlike marina, there SKIN and some silly shop that begins with David(totally insult to intelligence ya this shop! ppl go on sale from 9-1 they also open from 9-1 but nothings on sale and it's realli SECLUDED!). fish cakes!
dinner soon! hm.. wad to eat? momo not cooking cuz im eating out, love momo and popo. tho i always scold u all. love. not lubx ok(onli low class ppl use words like LUB LUB<---- i mean wtf. it's so 'RUB RUB'. fish cake~)
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Monday, December 12, 2005
i hate the marina sale. it's not even a sale. it's more like a marina warehouse clearance event cum 'come-buy-our-expensive-stuff-at-cheap-rate' event. goodness la cannot make it. everything is not like 70% off or wad. it's like 20% off. an example wld be a shirt from skin. originally 140, after disc., it's like 112. so irritating rite? fish cake.
anyway kaien's birthday is a moodswing thing. everyone's going on mad moodswings. crazy ppl. *slaps*.
then was the Saw2 fever(im still havin it now). perfectly crafted movie. not say perfect but it's so fairytale-liked. how do u fix a key into an eye socket and yet still see with perfect vision. it's very gore, very humane. hence i say hm 7/10. tho i tot the ending was abit too stupid. it's like dropping u from the highest point and landing u nowhere.
sunday was bad. bad headache and abit flu-ish. can believe that saw movie cld do such silly harm to me. hohoho. so superstitious la.
anyway today i got to bring the barbies chocs to sch. meant for onli my class barbies, ended realli sharing with almost all e barbies. angie's beautifully craft heart-shaped choc was shared among grace, aneesah and of course the rightful owner. quite a pathetic share for 3 person. then gena and rach's dark cold choc was quite a surprise. packed in thermo bag and gel-dry ice, it was perfectly chilled to perfect texture and softness. woo. heavenly. wonder if rach's realli gonna smear the remaining cocoa powder on hm... 'L'? haha where's the pornographic messages? im surpposed to post it on my blog!
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
My policy! Butt kick sure is fun, but at times, u fall on it.
like i always used to say, don undo ppl what u don want other to undo to you.
some ppl have to learn it the hard way. im not an item. no one is. so don try fool ppl around like they're a commodity. think someone learn their lesson. but hey hey. the one teaching that person a lesson shld watch out. in case u start treating ppl like an item.
yes materialistic is a bad bad teacher. it can make u go bling bling and then kachin kachin and lastly u go booted out by my fat legs. being abit over with branding will make one's head swell like a balloon and then *pop* there it goes. so uh uh!
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
well simply recently, i have conveniently skip 2 really boring tutorial. kinda not realli in the right mind and mood recently, so i had to set my mind down to think thru. i prefer the ol'steven. im not bad, and i think, there no reason for me to change to the steven that needs all the limelight. im ok with wad i have and im realli happy for wad i've actualli achieved for myself so far. just that, i think there's still rooms for improvement. no need to change my policy entirely. im me and thats me. this is the time that im actualli starting to experiment with myself and i tot. hey no reason to be the realli diff steven. it actualli make me feel stray instead.
i am already diff. im steven. haha why bother being an alien?
anyway if u some sorta see me on the street, no worries, im not that shopping King anymore. i've achieved more than wad i need to do(had enuff barang barang at home for me to keep a 2 hr fashion show running). anyway i realli need a chiller. friday? probably if they go to a secluded place, they'll see the steven breaking down.
flocked in my greatest wear of all time, i'll make time spin around me and all lights to be envious of me(that'll be friday huh? how great can i go besides being in my sleep wear? hey they root back to adidas u know!)
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Monday, December 05, 2005
if i were to dedicate a song that represent me, myself and I this year. definitely 'silent all these years' (even tho it's just 1 yr but it seem so painful and hard to pass).
silent in school and around my frens doesn't mean ignorant to stuff happening around me. i do have paravision, intuition, and feelings. i can sense some hostility around me.
i feel very despair at times when it comes to making frens.
working out a frenship, making new frens, having close confidante are definitely not my forte, neither am i restricted to anyone's rights or wadsoever when it comes to that.
im Steven, not an item to mess with and if anyone has a problem with my status now, i wld be oblige to listen to constructive comments on how i can improve myself. but if it's pure silly reasons like 'sour grapes', i wldn't be keen to listen. im me and this is how i do it, listen....
- i hate jeans,
- i love berms,
- i love colours,
- i hate childish ppl,
- i love shopping,
- i love bitching(if its essential),
- i hate techno,
- i hate techno-colour dyes,
- i hate street wear,
- i hate ppl interfering with my affairs(unless i decided to share with u),
- i hate ppl bullying my frens,
- i love making frens,
- i love my frens,
- im a family Boy(cuz my parents are catching up with age, and im an uncle of 8?)
i think there's ppl against my policy recently. In my faculty to be exact, and i have to say, 'if u're that envious or wadsoever, i think it's time u be active in ur social circle and use the right attitude to view what im doing now. then probably u'll have a clearer picture of wad im doing now.'
nobodies doing anything to making anybody jealous. hear me?
it's so comfortable now after letting some of the gas out. kaien, thnx for the day out. im kinda slow in movies. just caught barry trotter and the goblet of tyres.. nice nice. love it.
friday out. gotta go party and let loose. ppl will see me crazy then.
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
I've been quite an asshole this week. missed appointments, biched bout ppl and as usual, having doubts bout my friends.
*truely beg for forgivence. truly sorry.
alrite lets move on from those unhappy stuff.
PPL who's gonna be celebrating x'mas tml, ur present have a slight change.
im just that type of indecisive person. cant decide on wad i want and wad to do. asshole as usual.
1st time i bought the presents, i tot, 'hey! so cool! wad an idea for present!'
2nd time i bought the presents, i tot, 'hey! i din know they actualli have this type of designs! definitely suit my fwen's 'classiness' compared to the 1st one i bought!'
3rd time i bought the present(which is today), 'hey! i tot my fwens deserve better! they've been few of those who stood by me all these while!'
see so indecisive! the receipts of all 3 tries cld actualli get me an LV wallet.. goodness...
but truly i tot the last try was the best. i tot i overlooked my fwens relationship with me when i bought the presents. so this time round, it's abit of changes. everyone! NO BIASNESS! truly! or mayb just abit. i've also gotten a group present for all to share. pls be forgiving?
*shows an innocent look*
tried my best to get wadever i tot was realli something that represented the bond between me and my fwens. hope u love it!
-with love, steven.. MOOOO
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
goodness. loads off me man. 10 minutes ago, my responsiblity was as vast as the sea. and now, im left with fun jobs tml and probably. which then i tot, hm... why work... but then again, i needa finance my shopping for the time being. x'mas and everything. so many bdays and stuff.
in bout 20 mins time, it's tennis for me. and then project that my day ends that simply for today. tml, work sleep.
sat, NE talk; x'mas party.
sun, day with my papa.
mon, sch; probably work(or tues, prefer mon tho. get it done with).
tues, sch(hope no work, then i can go out with ma ex-colleagues).
wed, sch(definitely a big rest day. gonna sleep at 8pm that day).
thurs, sports day for me and fwens?
fri, KAIEN's BDAY! OMG ANOTHER PARTY LONGING FOR.
Sat, out with angie and gang.
Sun, papa day again.
......
goodness if i go on, i can actualli reach next x'mas... so planned. love it.
my party hormones are acting again. cant sleep realli well these days cuz of all the big parties coming up.
*why is life being Steven so procedural. but it's definitely a safe ride now. no more Noah's Ark. WOOSH
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des condom and sex books.